August 30th, 2019

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My daughter, 300819

She was a helpless, mewling little scrap when I first saw her. She's now grown into an independent adult. We laugh (and hopelessly giggle) at a lot of things together. There are many things on which we don't see eye to eye, too. Once in a while the disagreement gets heated. Sometimes she thinks I am criticizing her, and sometimes I feel she is too critical of what I think or do....neither of us is a conventional person.

But through all of it runs the bedrock of deep affection and mutual respect. She's stood by me through the worst moments of my life, not been judgemental, accepted me as a person in all my facets..good,bad and ugly. She's wise beyond her years, and a very good mother (in fact, I sadly think she's a much better mother than I ever was.) She did a lot of her growing up far away from me...but the UC (Umbilical Cord) is strong.

It's just an ordinary day, but I join many other mothers who love their daughters deeply and unconditionally. If I'd gone to a supermarket to select a daughter, I could not have done better than the model I've got.

And if she makes another crack about Nityananda after she reads this I will kidnap her children.