On hearing this rather disquieting news, did I feel like praying to God for good test results? Did I feel like re-visiting
and telling him about this potential problem? Did I feel like promising to break X number of coconuts in front of Y God's shrine if there was good news? No. Yes, I did meditate, and pray, calmly for a while, to get back my calmnesss...and perhaps, the strength to face a possible not-great result. I shared the news with a couple of friends who instantly gave me emotional support and made me feel better.
I am concerned, because health is something that is really out of our control....and I do wish at times like these that we did not live SO far from A, D and KTB....but then, there is nothing to be done by worrying, so I'll be calm and await more news.